Love to Long for Love [...hide within time...]

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I never really have loved you
only love this longing for loving you
only love my memories of your mouth
and now I want to tell you I can try if you are ready to love
cause you never have thought of loving me
only loved to give me an illusion of love
only love yourself for being loved


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never been no master of room
hide my life behind curtains of time
so deep that you cannot see my shyness
for I'm counting my memory in new shining numbers
like a mirror of lost reality
a prison of endless fantasy
longing for our house to be built upon the world







(now)